half way through the week and already a full week’s worth of thoughts

So here we are…. wednesday…. again. Half way through the week and I already have a full week’s worth of thinking happening in my tiny little egg shaped brain. I have thought a lot about what I want and about gut feelings. And I have thought back to how many times I have done something when my gut hasnt supported it or wasnt totally sold. Often times, I end up regretting those decisions and I know why my gut isn’t sold or isn’t into it… and after so many recent mistakes of NOT following my gut and listening to my gut, and im talking about BIG mistakes, I have decided to listen to my gut. This time around, I have no idea what my gut is doing, but I have opted to listen. For some reason, my gut knows more than I do. I just hope I don’t regret my decision and DAMN, I sound wishy washy.

Anyway, just had to get that offa my chest.

Happy Wednesday. Nothing for hump day today.


Wednesday Workup/Hump day

Here is some pump up music for you to get your ego boosted and get you prepped for the day:


Funny clips compiled: The Best of Failblog:


Clips compiled, top 25 best of Failblog, Countdown:

negativity got you down?

Is negativity dragging you down? Do you feel the need to shank people? I think sometimes, we all feel this way. Even the most zen of people can get pushed to the edge. For some reason I have been feeling a little bit of this lately. Not sure why…. prolly the negativity from extraneous sources that I cannot shake. It’s on me though because I let them affect me. I am not dominating them and staying above them and I am just letting myself get pulled down to the negative people’s levels.

I guess the whole point of this post is accountability. If I say it out loud (or in this case write it in a public forum), then I have to pull my head out of my ass and fix the situation and become dominatrix over the negativity…  that I have allowed to pull me down, making the negativity my bitch. I think big things could be in my future if I just get focused and handle business. That is what it comes down to…. pulling my head out of my butt, kicking the negativity to the curb and getting focused. Finishing the damn phone app, starting the one with my bro — taking it from planning to reality — and just moving forward. I can only move forward if I choose to and let it be known, this is the moment I am choosing to seize!

totally easier said then done, but I am going to make a solid effort to make this more than just a statement…. going to try and make it reality. I wanted to start exercising, so now I get up and run every morning at 5am. I want to do this, I have declared it. I will do it damnit.

Letting all of this negativity in has not only pulled me down but made me start complaining as well. and I refuse to be that person any longer. And I am now rambling, so I will end this. But today, I plan on accomplishing some of the Flash tutorials (to get better) and some of the advanced iOS tutorials to improve and find better code then the work arounds I have been doing.


“Getting strong now”



be prepared to be wowed.




Jammin on a Monday

Well well well… so monday, we meet again! I have successfully exploded awesome all over about three rooms today. IT WAS AWESOME! peeps was wipin it off, but that was THEIR MISTAKE, because becca-awesomeness is like gold, rare, heavy, and well… AWESOME!

With that being said, I have been listening to some awesome jams today. Old, inspiring, different, exactly the same… my playlist has consisted of:

Cee Lo – F**k you

Kelly Clarkson – Stronger

Nicki Minaj – Starships

Flux Pavilion – Cracks

Skrillex – Kyoto

Kanye West – All of the Lights

and so on ….can you tell my iPhone has been on Shuffle since I started my day?

There were two songs that I really wanted to share with you guys. If you listen to the lyrics of Maino’s All the Above, they are really freaking inspiring. Reminds me that I can forever continue to push myself because I am destined to be better than my current self. Which is good to know, because while I am awesome, I can still be MORE awesome. MORE dedicated. MORE compassionate. MORE friendly. MORE EVERYTHING.

The other song I want to share with you that made my afternoon ten times better (minus the caffeine, which I am kicking… again), is a song called gold dust originally by dj fresh, but remixed by flux pavilion (who will be at STARSCAPE THIS WEEKEND) Imagine me listening to this song at my desk, with headphones on, head banging, and arms flailing!

This Monday hasnt seemed much like a Monday at all and it is all because I got up and went for a run and handled business from my first step out of bed. FROM STEP 1! BOOM!

funny friday!

This post has been inspired by my boss who sent me this video clip this morning in response to my inability to beat him here:

and then he came in to my office to watch me watch the clip, and then shared one of the most incredible clips ever… ABOUT UNICORNS!!!

With these having been shared, it inspired me to move on to yo mamma jokes and chuck norris facts:

Yo momma’s so fat she can’t even jump to conclusions.

But she once tried… so your momma’s so fat that when she tried to jump, she got stuck in mid-air.

Yo momma’s so fat that when God said “Let there be light!”, he asked her to move aside

Yo momma’s so fat that when she wears a yellow raincoat on the street, people try to flag her down and call “TAXI !!!”


They were going to put Chuck Norris in Grand Theft Auto. But nobody takes Chuck Norris’ car.
Chuck Norris can handle the truth. He made the truth.
When Alexander Bell invented the telephone he had 3 missed calls from Chuck Norris
Fear of spiders is aracnaphobia, fear of tight spaces is chlaustraphobia, fear of Chuck Norris is called Logic
Chuck Norris doesn’t call the wrong number. You answer the wrong phone.
Chuck Norris has a grizzly bear carpet in his room. The bear isn’t dead it is just afriad to move.